TRUST.....

TOMORROW IS MY NEXT DR APPT AND I COULD POSSIBLY BE ADMITTED!! I WAS 3CM & 50% EFFACED LAST WEDNESDAY. MY DR SAID IF I AM 5CM OR MORE THAN SHE WILL ADMIT ME!!! I AM SO EXCITED EXCEPT HIS CARSEAT STILL IS NOT HERE YET... =(

TODAY I GOT THE BEST NEWS THAT I WAS APPROVED FOR THE RENTAL HOUSE I APPLIED FOR. HE ACCEPTED ME AS A RENTOR. I HAD A ROOMMATE TO MOVE IN WITH ME THEN TONIGHT OUT OF NOWHERE SHE BACKED OUT OF MOVING IN WITH ME. SO TOMORROW I AM GOING TO HAVE TO CALL THE LANDLORD AND BACK OUT OF THE HOUSE. I AM VERY SAD BECAUSE I REALLY LIKED THE HOUSE AND IT WAS RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO MY CHILDRENS GODPARENTS. WELL I GUESS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON BUT I WISH THIS WOULD HAVE WORKED OUT....

I GUESS I AM GOING TO GO APARTMENT HUNTING TOMORROW HOPEFULLY AND SEE IF ANYTHING PLAYS OUT TO POTENTIAL PLACE FOR MY FAMILY... I AM JUST HOPING I DONT NEED A COSIGNER CAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO SIGN (WHICH SUCKS).....

HAVE A GREAT NIGHT!